warm weather's a comin'.

greg laswell, andrew bird, a clockwork orange.

today i saw this:
and i thought of:

plus this:

that's all.

what do you carry?

yet another story idea.

however, this is my underdeveloped coffee table book idea.

smile like you mean it.

my dance instructor said i don't smile enough.

i told her my natural expression is "miserable."

faces in places.

here's a glimpse of a new series I'm working on.

the theme is loose as of now, but it should be called "my best friends are boys."

sleepyhead.

I don't know what it is that I want to say but I know I have something to say. Does that even make sense?

I am trying to think of things that I'm looking forward to, but all my mind's filled with are things that are getting in the way.

I have an exam tonight. I have been fake studying for  awhile now, which I don't know why. I have to pass this class or I don't graduate in May. Which is kind of more than a big deal.

Dude, I wish I had future plans that involved lots and loads of money. But I don't think that's ideal.

I'm rambling. This post has no cohesion. Which upsets me. I used to be a really good writer. I used to be passionate about expressing my thoughts via written word. I think I've moved my passions elsewhere. 

Geez, today is so weird. My mind feels like it's at a stand still.

I think I need to get away soon.

have you seen me cryyy.

really?

i have been back in kent for months now. months.

recap.

in december- i had a bad falling out with a boy/friend from madison who decided to be a huge douche and not give me the 50+ dollars he owed me. then i left madison not caring and have been contemplating a way to get back at him since. then christmas came. and jeff came home. and i drank too much. and we laughed a lot. and my grandparents visited. and it snowed a bunch. and i got kobe for christmas. and i sat on my parents' couch for like 2 weeks straight.

in january- i finally decided to move into my house in kent for good. however, no one was here to witness it. matt was still in youngstown, and abra was still in columbus. i went to philly for new years eve with rami and cliff to see gogol bordello. then i hung out with rami every day for a week. we had big plans to have a mini adventure a day, but that really just turned into us drinking every night and watching diff'rent strokes. then i met a new duder. out of the blue. and then we hung out for a straight couple of weeks. drinking. and watching perfect strangers. and you tubing. and laughing. and i then i realized i liked him alot and a lot. and then he informed me he was moving to new york. soon. and then school started.

in february- i have been trying to have a routine. just an average daily routine. but i don't know if it's working out. i do play hockey twice a week. which makes me happy. i'm also still hanging out with the duder, asante. and i'm happy. he lives in new york now. and i'm still in kent. my roommates are awesome. my dog is getting big. well his head's getting big. my school schedule is pretty lax. i work like 5 hours a week. i've been taking a bunch of photos. and i've just been looking forward to graduating in may and contemplating my future.

until march. maybe.